THE END

havn't wrote in this journal for a few days so why not ( Read more... )

jon was depressed a couple nights ago cuz he was afraid of messing up our relationship and once again hurts some her really cares for and he was worried that he wasn't doing anything with his life and that he was forever going to be a loser. i hate when he starts feeling that way cuz then i start to relized that i am not doing much either, i really ( Read more... )

evryday my nightmare becuase more real ( Read more... )

i like the way you choose to read only what you want too. i don't care about dana first off i am not pissed at her i think that it was stupid the WAY she handled things but i am fully aware of the wrong doing, i am NOT asking you to change and except the i am with jon and that i can't talk to you about how i feel, i was stating a fact. IT SUCKS. i ( Read more... )

i think i might just delete everyone from my freinds thing so that i can't read it. i swear this damn journal is going to be the damn death of me ( Read more... )

i went to my dads and i thought about alot of stuff. and the major thing i relized is that i am truly and sincerly happy with where i am. and that i truly love jon and am happy with him. when i was with cary i wasn't happy with my self and i was always second guessing everything about my self and him and our relationship, but over the year being ( Read more... )

on the beach
in a grassy park on a picnic
in a really expensive roomy car
limo
in a tree... well maybe not
amusmentpark ride
the roof of a very tall famous building
elevator

ill think of more...

Is that someone you used to date ( Read more... )

but to make a few things clear for those who are confused. i am very ahppy with the choices i have made and the poeple that i associate with. the nly thing upsetting me right now is temparary then i will have 4 more months to reujust. i am having problems at home. i fight with my parents on a regular basis, and you knowthat make me unhappy. and ( Read more... )