ok so i was just thinking about my childhood the other day and I realized that i had a lot going for me. now my situation really wasnt ideal... but i certainly felt poor put-apon and craved what other people had. i think the reason for dredging up old memories and feelings from my child times is it helps me realize who i am today and why i make the ( Read more... )

upon examining my heart and life I have come to recognize a few things. I am not all that! However, that doesnt get me down. It seems that there is still hope. For as many times as I fail I see a way out ( Read more... )

So last night Adam, Jwall and I went to try to get into Dallas Green's, ehhem... The February's show last night and were shot down. Not an easy thing for me to take really. I used to promote a lot of shows and getting into shows was never a problem. Usually I only face rejection from the opposite sex, but last night... the most dreaded of all ( Read more... )

wow, so keeping up on my blogs wasnt as easy as I thought eh... it could have something to do with that fact I dont have internet at home but hey that is just an excuse ( Read more... )

I was considering what was important when it came to values. I wrote a bunch down that were intersting and when I contrasted them with what the bible says I found that I had gotten off track a bit. Here are some of the values that I have run across since considering these things ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, so it is settled! Vanilla Lattes won in the poll. I got 8 votes for that one for white choc mocha, 3 for caramel machiato and one pumpink spice lattle ( Read more... )

I love going into my local coffee shop. It is where I do much of my "internetting" including this message. It is cool cause it is at a mall where I have run into many of you reading this message. The last four or five times I have had the same barista "other name for a coffee person" whatever... and she complained that I dont have a regular drink ( ( Read more... )

man what do you do? you've just crashed and your standing there with your head in your hands and thoughts of well just about everything are running through your mind... (no I havent crashed.. at least not lately ( Read more... )

Hey all this is my first post in like a year, however count on me posting a lot from now on... I am excited to post my thoughts and little things that happen along the way ( Read more... )

Today was awesome, I woke up in Nanaimo and get dressed and went to lunch with my grandpa, my aunt and mom and dad. It was the first time I had spent with that much family in soooo long. I am looking forward to spending more time with them as the holidays go on ( Read more... )