i am back i went back to work i am a manager of a truck stop and i have to work every day 4 am to 4 pm and i just have been working my ass off so i can lose weight and start to look good i hate the way i look i so fat an i will never win her back being fat like this

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it has been so long for me to write in here ......i had alot of things going on frist Danielle went back to Texas and never came back but she texts and calls me just about every day ..... she says that we will be back together soon ....but i know i will never see her again i feel that in my heart..... but there is a nother girl and her name is ( Read more... )

i need to get back my true love

well my girl has been calling me at night and she still tells me that she loves me and i dont know why because she is not here with me and i wish no i dream that she was here ....i miss her holding me and me holding her in my arms and we kissing she was so great and i do think she wants to come back to me but she said that she would be seeing me ( Read more... )

WELL TODAY I HAVE BEEN BETTER AND MY DR. IS LETTING ME GO BACK TO WORK ....I AM SO HAPPY AND I JUST WANT TO WORK SO I CAN GET HER OFF MY MIND ....SHE IS ALWAY ON IT I JUST CANNOT HEEL MY HEART WHY WHY WHY ( Read more... )

WELL IT HAS BEEN SOMETIME AND MY HEART STILL HASN'T HEELED AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT SEE I TRUELY LOVE HER AND WANTED A HOME AND EVERYTHING SOMEONE WOULD WANT AND SHE NOT HERE NO MORE SO WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT ???????? I THINK ABOUT HER EVERYDAY ,,, I CLOSE MY EYES HOPING TO GET UP AND SHE WILL BE STANDING RIGHT THERE TO KISS AND HOLD ME ( Read more... )

well after last night i feel like shit and i have to work tomorrow night until 11 and i want get home about 12:30 and i still dont have on one to come home to ..... i think i want come home ...i just die ....i would loved to go to texas and get my true love and hold her so close and tell her i love u and want u to come home sleep in the bed with me ( Read more... )

well i went to my sisters new house instead of going out with someone new ....i know i dont like her like that she not my "D" ..... but any ways we had some good ass food and dean and dav ,me had some beer and we played football intill about 11:00 with the kids and some of the moms and dads were watching,,,,then we came in and put on some movies ( Read more... )

well i sent someone a lettler tday i hope she reads it and looks inside her heart to see that i love her and there no one to tell me not to ......i hope she has been reading this too i have no way to tlk to her and she want get on the computer with me why .......i dont need a friend i want her as a lover

well today i came home hopeing to hear from my true love and i did that someone told her shit and she took it the wrong way and i dont know why shit happens to me ... see i love her more than life and i dont want to be with out her and she knows this and i loved to hear her tell me that she loved me and i knew deep down she does and she wants to be ( Read more... )