yeah, i moved it again.

http://blog.myspace.com/karlykauf

apparently i'm supposed to be giving something up for lent. it hasnt seeped through the thick skulls that im NOT CATHOLIC, but now it seems like a challenge and i want to just do it so i can say i'm as strong as those crazy catholics. here are some choices i've come up with ( Read more... )

pride has been bruised
ITS NOT ALWAYS ABOUT YOU
telling oneself such things
has yet to make them true

with your
self indulgent
over dramatic
under represented
words

self absorbed
couldn't i just be happy?
ITS NOT ALWAYS ABOUT YOU
maybe this once?

when did i lose my grasp?

am i stuck in a cycle?

would it even matter if i knew?

je n'ai pas les mots

je suis un idiot

aside from being love day
its also our anniversary
how did this happen?
i must have been owed some
righteous karma
although i cant think of
from what

my life rules

at work again ( Read more... )

So, in perusing other online friends' blogs, I have become rejuvenated in my want to express myself more often. Its quite a narcissistic activity, the blogging, but I've gotten past that. Right now my main concern is that my sister's blog ((Often) Pedantic Musings) is way better than mine. Now, I had always known that Baxter's blog (Dizneuce) was a ( Read more... )

i dont want to do work right now. i suppose thats not news ( Read more... )

it has seeped
onto my hands
like ink
sticky
permanent marks
left for all to see

exhausted
from the rigor
of trying to deal
with children

i am not the
gatekeeper

i
am
merely
trying
to
save
myself

apparently im much more inclined to post when doing so allows me to further my procrastination of actually DOING my one, last paper. i knew if i didnt go to school this would happen ( Read more... )