Yes...Christmas...my dad in Mexico, my mom dragging me to my grandma's, no presents, no tree, no lights, no love ( Read more... )

God I'm so confused...my mind is doing god knows what, and I can't think straight right now. I wish I had a moment of sanity to contemplate this...

I need to talk to you about something...something important. I'll message you about it tonight sometime if I can, but please call me if you can so we can discuss this. Please.

no..I can't...I have to..but I can't.

I feel that I should explain a little more about what I meant. I just want to hear more than once every 2 weeks that you love me. When I felt like nothing but an unwanted intrusion, I felt like you stopped loving me. Then all the things you seem to be keeping from me make it seem like I'm not even a part of your life anymore. Even if you can only ( Read more... )

This is the second night in a row that I've sat up crying. I wish that I could figure out exactly what is wrong with me, but I think it's just a mixture of things going on in my life right now ( Read more... )

How I feel right now.
I can tell already this is the start to a long, hard weekend. Kat's b-day is tomorrow (i.e. an hour or so), and of course I don't have anything to give her. Then of course I have 5 tests too. Stupid stupid stupid stupid. I wonder, is there something to hide?

And no you don't treat me THAT bad, but I wish we could talk more. ( Read more... )

Well folks...today so far has been..hard. It's not even noon yet, and ( Read more... )

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