I've GOT to stay on track. Keep to the plan. Lose the fucking fat!!!

I'm going to be 20lbs lighter by the end of May. That's 9.1kg!! That will make me 45.9kg!! That's skinnier than i've ever been!!!

I'm going to look sooooo great!! Sooo thin!!!

I'm so excited about this new plan. And i'm NOT going to cave!! Nope Nope Nope

I've consumed 160cals today ( Read more... )

My holidays have been the crappest i've ever had. Well, they're about even with my last summer holidays. I have never felt so low and hated myself more than i do right now. I'm frustrated with myself so much. I hate the fact that i'm not thin, i'm not blonde, i'm not beautiful, i'm not rich, i'm not famous and i'm not 18 yet. Matt's at Corys with ( Read more... )

( Read more... )