I just read Maya's entry entitled I'm all growed up and it made me realize that I am getting there too. Its really amazing to me lately how one minute we're teenagers, highschoolers and just a couple years later, quite grown up. My life is about to change in a major way ( Read more... )

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He's leaving the US in July. I know it shouldn't really matter because we were going to be a thousand miles apart anyway, but it just seems so much worse. I feel like crying. I feel like I don't even want to go down and stay with him because its going to be so much harder to leave. I really care about him and I could love him, and every day I'm ( Read more... )

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This is from a real live website about a friend from mine in high school. Wow. If I were her, I would probably have to shoot myself ( Read more... )

I'm very moody, I hope I can get over that. Oh well, all better today. Clean apartment. I've got good friends, I just never realize it until I don't have them anymore. Life is better in the sunlight.

Being busy is not a bad thing, it keeps me occupied and away from thoughts of vacations, boys, love, islands, sun, and wonderful things. Is it better to be busy and content or resting and restless. Everytime I get a spare moment, my mind wanders back to just a few weeks ago. It hurts that it was such a short time ago, and that the memories are ( Read more... )

I go to college. Today is a snow day. A SNOW DAY? I didn't think that that happened after high school. Apparently, I was wrong. I mean, I suppose that 18 inches of snow does prohibit one from driving, but this is college, and I had a test at 9! Or, well, I was supposed to. I was also supposed to have a lecture, a meeting, and was supposed ( Read more... )

No, its not a boy. I'm not in love. I don't even like anyone at the moment ( Read more... )

More than one of my friend's currently have children over the age of 1. I'm 19. It's scary. I saw my best friend from childhood's child last year when I was in Colorado, but now that I see new pictures its like he's actually a real person, not just some theoretical child. It freaks me out. I don't plan on having kids until I'm, what, 30? But ( Read more... )