Uggghhh lately i have just been frustrated with things and how they're turning out. my biggest problem right now might have to be my lady friend. she's quite confusing. like I'm trying to understand her and learn her ways but she's acts like she doesn't want to be read. grrr....I try to be there for her to cheer her up and make her laugh, be ( Read more... )

 i'm not who i want to be, but i can't change what i've already become.

it's very frustrating.

njfdl`nbvlfbal i can't even vent. after school i'll spill.

even though people don't read my thing because i have like one friend oh well.

i'll let it out.

later.

 JUST KILL ME!! i hate myself intensly and want to die!!!!!!

Hhmmmmm.........first time! Grr today was a bad day......i think! im not so sure, like it was a good day but i was in a crappy mood for some unknown reason. Started good but then i saw her and it kinda bummed me out that i like couldnt give her and guve a giant hug to show how muched she was missed. instead i stare from a distance like a creep ass ( Read more... )