Livejournal eh? God I nearly forgot this was here.

Weird, things are weird just now. I am pretty sure it is a good weird but still weird all the same.

There a few people I miss. Mostly my Dad right now and I get soooo mad at myself that when I do see him, I act like I would rather be somewhere else. I know my lack of enthusiasm around him hurts him ( Read more... )

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seems i have deserted the old live journal malarky these days. that is because its shite. i have resorted back to the old school method of diary writing..you know pen and paper.

just came on to see if anything crazy had been entered, looks like it hasnt. i bid thee farewell livejournal.

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"It's these times that it ends,
The start to breaking off, to start to fall apart
Oh! hold on to your heart."

oh my god confusion central and i still cant figure out which one of you is lying!!

today has been a low day, the lowest in a while. hopefully tomorrow the sun will shine.

xxx

i can't actually wear the mask anymore. pretending to be a shiney happy person is too tiring. i'll take a backseat though, as i always do. dust my problems under the carpet, along with the past years.

xx

i want to be past caring more than anything. i can't be mad at him for long no matter what hes done and it drives me insane. i don't like to cause an atmosphere but she sure as hell don't mind causing one! im stuck in the middle of two people who i love with all my heart and its the most awful place ive been.

xx

NU-RAVE !!!

drugs are bad...mmmmkay!
foamy puke sign of a good night.

"i lost my faith in the summer time cause it dont stop raining!"

xx

i think  know i had the best weekend of my life there. it was amazing and the weather didnt put a dampner on the moods of me or my hobbit, only thing it dampened was our tent and clothing, but hey it dried so whos caring. i honestly have never ever laughed as much as i did on Sunday night in my life before and i loved waking up (after two hours ( Read more... )