I cannot believe school starts tomorrow. Summer (not Cassie's Summer lol), where have you gone? I do not feel like a senior. It's hard to believe that this time next year I will be going to college and finally living on my own... or at least away from my mother and all her stupid rules. This year is going to be alright... considering I get along a ( Read more... )

My easy button was found. I love it and I love him. He finally told me! I was so excited. It wasn't like I had been waiting forever... only a few months but I could have waited lomger. I wanted to tell him so bad before but I didn't know how he would respond to it so I held it in and then when he finally told me I wanted to explode. It was amazing ( Read more... )

I wish there were an easy button for my situation. I am happy most of the time... except when I see HIM. I do want to be with him but then HE shows up and all hell breaks loose. I wish I could have them both. Wow... I was just in this same situation a mere two months ago... I've made my bed and now I must lay in it. I just with I didn't miss HIM so ( Read more... )

So I'm irresponsible? It's kind of funny. I didn't know that having a job where I worked 9 hour days and paying my bills without asking my mother for money was irresponsible. She says I am though. I don't understand my mother sometimes. She was fine when she first found I was with him again. She said she would be there for me but now she is being ( Read more... )

I've been with Joey everyday since we got back together. It's always fun even if we just sit there. We play Tiger Woods golf on the time on the PS2 and I'm gonna beat him one of these days. We tied yesterday and I would have beat him but he messed up two of my shots so I wouldn't win. Boys are sore losers. Oh well ( Read more... )

I can’t believe I forgot to mention my new baby! He is so cute. I love him and I have only had him in my life for two days. Well, he’s not really mine… partially though. Joey got a little pit bull puppy and he is only 8 weeks old. He is brown with black throughout him and he has a white stripe that runs down his chin onto his chest. His name is ( Read more... )

I just want to say thank you to all my friends who care about what happens to me. I know that some of you don't really approve of my current choice in who I am dating but I like him. I appreciate all of you who say you will be there for me if it goes to shit again. Thank you all. I love all of you!

After 1 1/2 months of being apart we are back together again. That's right. Joey and are together again. For those of you who disapprove I am sorry you feel that way but after being with Kyle for that time away I knew I had to return to Joey. Something about him just makes me want to stay with him ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about him a lot lately. It's weird... and I don't know why. Do I still like him? Love him? I don't know what it is. I don't know if I should talk to him or just just leave it be but I need to think of something soon because it is driving me crazy ( Read more... )

I refuse to give in anymore. I can't believe I would actually jeaporadize my relationship for you when all you have ever done is hurt me. Even when we are just friends you manage to find that crack in my heart that you broke and just make it a fucking canyon. I might still love you. It may just be the way we were when we were good. I don't know. ( Read more... )