i realize now how much i hate change ( Read more... )

so once again i grace the pages of my LiveJournal. which i haven't used in almost a year. i'm bad ( Read more... )

i just realized how much of a whiny bitch i am. sorry...

i just don't understand. it's like...nothing's changed...but everything has. what am i supposed to do ( Read more... )

i'm so pissed right now. i can't even explain why i'm so angry. i just know that i'm a dick. i said something i shouldn't have, and now i feel like shit b/c of that. she said she forgave me, but that she couldn't forget it, yet. we hung up last night on good terms, so why do i still feel terrible? i know i fucked up...but it wasn't that bad, ( Read more... )

when one door seemingly closes and your glad it's shut...should it remain shut forever? if an opportunity re-presents itself to you, should you go for it again? what happens if what you thought happened really didn't and what did happen was nothing that you thought it could be? and where do you go when roads that were closed as recently as two ( Read more... )

maybe i don't know what my problem is. i think i'm just really extremely good at wearing masks. not letting anyone know how i feel. don't let anyone in and you won't get hurt, right? wasn't that Matt Damon's problem in Good Will Hunting? i loved that movie by the way...i saw it for the first time with my ex-best friend john beane, right before ( Read more... )

if you can find this song, the one I'm listening to right now, check it out. it is in fact a must listen :) The idea of the song is so unique, and if you get the right version, it's like 9 minutes long, and he throws in the first verse of The Remedy in there, along with some other allusions to "Gotta Be Startin Something" and "Viva Las Vegas". ( Read more... )

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stalkers unite

hey what's up? i got in touch with the director of admissions at bon secours finally. she said that she does have me on file to start in the fall, and what classes, if any, i can take at J Sarge this summer. so good news in that department. other than that, i got a new car. a 1990 lincoln towncar. big pimpin up in here. it looks like ( Read more... )