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[big_ringer]

Lately, doctorv, started giving me all these positive affirmations every night before I go to sleep. One of these includes, but is not limited to, "you're amazing and I love you." Sometimes she makes me say it. I feel silly every time I say it, because, as far as I'm concerned, I'm not an amazing person. Those who work more than two jobs to provide

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if we're not here to have a good time then i want out!! >=o

[shin_no_hanabi]

i'm glad she does!! XDD

"And here I am thinking, "what's the point? If this is where I'm 'supposed' to be, if this is where I was 'supposed' to spend the rest of my life doing, why did I even bother?" It's a question that I ask myself time and time again."
^--- another thing i know too much about.. think about what would have been different. would you have gone to cons? would you have met her? would you have become a complete jerk that no one wants to know? is this definition of how you've fucked up revolving around money and status or about knowing certain people?

there's a lot of thought exercises here that are quite amusing to think out.

you've got another half to pick up the slack now, this is what you were waiting for, so do now what you didn't know you wanted to do then.

*feel free to delete pep-post. lol

[gilwen_sumer]

You are a great friend and have amazing gifts to offer. I have always thought you were a great writer and I know you have ideas. There is a great com here (find it in my list of groups) for community funded web publishing which sounds pretty sweet and a good way to go if you have any ideas you want published.

[perfectflaw75]

Thanks for sharing.
Even though we haven't met (yet) I think you are a wonderful person, and I'm so glad you're with an equally wonderful person :)