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May 02, 2005 16:43

well i guess things have really changed.. i look back to the days when i wished i was more like you.. now i see myself trying to hide people from who u really are. you're not you. where have u gone? the days where you were the star cross country runner are gone. all motivation to go to college and attend UF has vanished. i thought about it all as i ( Read more... )

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prettyeyesnina May 3 2005, 11:43:03 UTC
hey my baby i have NOO idea whats going on but u kno im here mayb not physically but mentally n spirtually im here i wanna help u and be able to talk to u when u need someone or something!!!love u billions!!!rember the only thing that doesnt have a resolution is death!ok love u see u soon be safe and u can call me whenever

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angie

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anonymous May 3 2005, 19:55:59 UTC
It's funny how life works out isn't it? i know that if this affects me .. how bad its affecting you.. or the family for that matter. although we all don't go to the same school anymore which totally sucks because we've all drifted apart doing our own things.. i'm here for you, as well as amanda and liz..and her. you guys are amazing best friends, i dont think there are better, and if there is.. i dont want better cause to me you guys are the best. i just want you guys to know that i'm still here..not matter what the circumstances are you four will always be my best friends..i just didn't want you guys to forget that. i love you guys, and im praying aswell, keep me updated please!

<33 - clau

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big_tatas May 3 2005, 20:18:19 UTC
liz, ahahahhaha " u know crying helps" hahah i still have yet to want to believe that.. but then on the other hand.. ur right... life can be shitty at times.. but i dont think i can say life sucks.. cause it doesnt... i just hoped things would work out for the better and when they dont... it sucks...im not going to forget all those times... claudia me u amanda her ... we had such an awesome time.. thanks liz for keeping ur head up because its difficult for me. atleast one of us can do it.

love u like a sister,

kristen nicole selema

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big_tatas May 3 2005, 20:19:41 UTC
daniela, thank u so much for ur help. u are truely an amazing person. its fucking hard man, especially when ur not the one who is the user u know.. i wish i could understand why people do the things they do.. but i guess those questions are always left unanswered.. thanks for ur concern. it means more than u know.

<33 you.

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big_tatas May 3 2005, 20:20:41 UTC
sam, thank u so much for commenting. hahah i know that i can go to u to talk. you give good advice from what i remember a long time ago when we used to hang out alot. love u lots.

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cocoprincess May 3 2005, 20:26:39 UTC
um..im def. always here for u as well..incase u didnt know
<3

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big_tatas May 3 2005, 20:52:55 UTC
of course. thats an obvious. the times that me u and liz spend are priceless. i just have been lost the past couple days wondering what the hell to do. it seems like trying to help is making it worse. thanks for all ur comfort because i seriously would break down if u and liz werent there. your one of the best people to go to to get an honest answer. amanda, your my bestest friend and i love u so. i guess sometimes u cant be a miracle worker.

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kristen nicole selema

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ll_jessica_ll May 4 2005, 00:03:07 UTC
i need you to call me, im me, email me whatever.
her sister is coming in on monday and we need to find her and talk to her, help her out.
email jeckita7@aol.com
i love you girls so much and i hate how far this has gone fucking drugs and shit makes you think youre all cool and shit and it just fucks with you.
fucks with your family and your friends.
her grandmother has called me to see if i know anything of her as if i were hiding her so if you know anything of her please let me know but regardless get in contact with me ASAP!

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urock_me May 4 2005, 02:46:45 UTC
hey ..well i hope things get better..i understand what drugs can do to people and how it affects everyone else...Im soo sorry ur dealing with this stuff....u as well as all ur friends are in my prayers..Feel better and if you ever need anything Im here without a doubt

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caresssa May 4 2005, 14:46:21 UTC
KRISTEN!! hey, i don't really know what's going on, but know that if you ever need to talk or whatnot, i'm here. you have my number. =)

love ya lots,
vanessa

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big_tatas May 4 2005, 23:13:05 UTC
jessica, i will email you today. i love you. thanks for everything.

lima, thank you so much for offering your condolences. your such a sweet girl. ha tell me about it... drugs are retarded.

vanessa, ill make sure to call you if i need to talk. thanks so much hun. your the shit, for real. i love you.

<33 thanks to all of you. it means so much.

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