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its the end of baseball season and im sad as none of my teams made it to the playoffs but its ok as i still love me some baseball. I have been to ny twice this month without a care in the world. my bills are racking up and for once i am in dismay at myself as i think this will be the first time i go into debt ever in my life. buts its ok i can ( Read more... ) -
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he keeps invading my thoughts he intrigues me with a passion that gives me hope that not all are the scumbags of the world but i want more of him. i dont know if its him that i want but something so close to it that it is him i just havent realized it or have already told myself it cant be and therefore just shunned the whole idea from even ( Read more... ) -
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When you least expect things to happen they do. Days are rushing by but I feel like im stuck in time. People continue with their lives and I feel like its just swirling around me as I stay still in my own snowglobe. It was raining and I saw that he had had a car accident I pulled over because it was my instinct to check if he was ok what I didnt ( Read more... ) -
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School is officially done with a year from now well not technically but for the first part. I am beyond exhausted. I'm tired all the time have to boost up the energy levels. The rents are driving me insane but I can manage. It can be a lot worse. Happy with what I got. Baby chloe makes my day ( Read more... ) -
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I've been thinking a lot since the news on thanksgiving afternoon, you never know when its your time to go so you might as well start to live day by day... now this doesn't mean chaotic, but you know what sometimes you follow your heart over reason and it feels hell of a lot better then reason. Live day by day and when u lay in bed tonight think ( Read more... ) -
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Life has been strange the last 3 days. Thursday was one of those days where I was on top of the world. Friday couldn't have been any worse but in the end it felt ok or as ok as it should have been. Everything went right and things were said that I probably would have never wanted to know or should know but now I do and well you take the good ( Read more... ) -
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Wow... this feels so strange havent written in eons. Nothing new really. Nothing really to say the least. The vicious cycle continues. School. Work. School. Work. When will the madness end. At least the weathers changing. The days are cloudy and breezy. Im ready for fall. I need change. Soon. -
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So finally at camp boggy where I must say is the most amazing thing I have ever seen but for once I feel alone. I here for a week and it seems so long. The little ones get here tomorrow and I can't wait I have a name tag ready and I'm ready to go I just don't know if my mind can keep up with my body. I'm in bed and so many things running through ( Read more... ) -
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So this is what it feels to have to do a million things at once and be extremely eexhausted and just all over the place. I need a vacation and soon.