Everythings not ok I have yet to get my ac fixed it doesn't feel like another bday went by bc someone asked howold I was and I said 21 I didn't have cake my best friend is in africa. My best friend has a boyfriend and I'm trying to do this solo. I'm letting go for good bc its not for right now and we both have to be strong and we've finally ( Read more... )

today is my bday and i swear it doesnt feel any different just that for today i can be happy without a worry in the world and that NOTHING can prevent this happiness that i feel now if only i would feel like this everyday it would be wonderful but i dont and that makes me a little sad but its ok... i have the worst headache today but i hope it goes ( Read more... )

Another one bites the dust.

I think I had the best vday ever considering the minor defects the rest outweighs it so much more. Thank you ladies for a wonderful evening! It couldn't have been better! a little overwhelmed with school but I can do it.

:)

Can't sleep wide awake 8956874 billion things running through my mind. Shitty cramps I should just have a kid and get a histerectomy and be done with this. I'm considering not going to grad school. Its overated. Watching greys till I fall back asleep... I hope. Ugh!

You know what truly sucks when you get home and there's silence because you're too proud to say anything and because you want her to say the first word or at least apologize. I hate coming home and feeling lonely. Its called home for a reason. Lately I come home and go to my room and close the door. No real meals or real food no hellos or ( Read more... )

Sun shining on my face, water ripples in full affect, cold air against my body and the silence of being alone amazing. Being alone isn't that bad. You get to enjoy the beauty of it all the same way I'm soaking in the sun right now.just a few mijnutes alone is enough to zone out and take everything in a bit at a time.

This weathet couldn't be better as we speak I am outside having coffee waiting for it to slowly be 930 so that I can go to class. This past week was one of the worst by far and therefore I plan to make this one amazing. I can't keep letting the little things drag me down I need to set my priorities straight once and for all. I need to start ( Read more... )

another weekend and the beginning of a new week. this weekend was full of surprises but well accepted. plenty of school work to keep me busy and not enough motivation but somethings got to keep me going. class, work, class, lab, hw and its only monday.
taking it day by day is the only way i see this happening. all of it.

happy monday!

oh its finally the weekend and a long weekend at that. but i have plenty of schoolwork to keep me busy for now. i need to fix this stupid laptop bc its giving me problems and i need to clean the office in which i need to get my school work done. last night was a dud. i ate and fell asleep i was in bed by 10pm and woke up today at nearly 1 pm. ( Read more... )