.. but I've finally got the monkey off my back. I feel like everything that was holding me back in 2010 seemingly vanished overnight at midnight on New Years. It was a weird turn of events, one I didn't even see coming, but I'm glad it happened. Crazy how the stroke of midnight can seemingly change your perspective on a handful of things ( Read more... )

34 days before I'm out of here.

Will enjoy it while I can.

So much pain we ( Read more... )

Of utmost importance to divert the impertinent ( Read more... )

It finally hit me. I've reached the point of no return, and will only continue to get older as the days go by. A good friend of mine is getting married in May, and he asked me to be a groomsman and give a speech. Of course he picked his younger brother as the bestman, which is smart because some of us ( and by some of us I mean not me) would ( Read more... )

to be just a good friend, but that didn't work either. Shit hurts a little too much, so I'll just give it up all together.

All down the drain for no reason.

.. whatever happened to falling in love with a brother with a bus pass? Christ.

If you're gonna scream, scream with me ( Read more... )

It's been a wild last couple of weeks, hell, maybe even longer. But I suppose perseverance is the best way to go, gotta live with the decisions we've made.

I know no one reads this -- well, except for me. But that's probably for the best. I feel as if this is content enough for me to express thoughts that I wouldn't otherwise share with anyone else. Like a therapist of sorts except they don't ask remedial questions that are irrelevant. It's just me talking. Or typing, rather ( Read more... )