so i might start using this again seeing as i can not access myspace on base, whats up people, your favorite...now in the army...redhead is back

dont know how many people read livejournal any more, but just in case some of ya do, I leave on tuesday night for basic training in the army. hooah!, just thought id let everyone know.

navy didnt work out, but im still leaving... army here i come.... hah, bet ya none of you saw it coming, dont seem like the army type do i, its gonna be kick ass

i have a myspace account now for any who care, add me to your friends or whatever on myspace and ill respon

mine is

http://www.myspace.com/joshballenger

original name right...heh

why am i exactly where i am right now. why am i alone, why do i have no goals. I have no other person to blame than myself, I took it al from myself, my goals....i destroyed them, my life, i tore it apart, i messed it up, then i tried some more, but it didnt help, i came up with a life changing plan, i fixed everything, then i backed out on that, ( Read more... )

man i love food

so im still here, for any of you that didnt know, for any of you that might care....i have been honorably separated from the united states navy for medical reasons...thats what the paperwork said. so here i am, do i have any major ailment, none that i have found yet, did i suffer some dehabilitating tragedy...nope, i did have a simple illness, and ( Read more... )

i am destined to be alone, doesnt matter what i do, doesnt matter how nice i am, those things do not matter, those things are not what the girls/women of today like, they dont want chivalrous, they dont want nice, they dont want the good guy, not for the most part....they want the asshole. the guy who treats them like shit, the guy who forgets ( Read more... )

60 situps and 60 pushups in 2 minutes, then i ran the 1.5 mile in 12 minutes and 10 seconds, upon completion i fell into the grass and told my recruiter i was taking a nap

one week left peoples, i leave next monday, damn it crept up fast....