Man, let it get even better. Well, i am ready to give up. I am. It is impossible. With all the changes going on, i ask for one sign. One sentence. And i cant get it. I know i get selfish about it. Well...some of you will be happy to here, that i may be gone by summer time. Due to certain things happening, i may be moving to the other side of ( Read more... )

Well, this has been the worst week of my life. I guess i can say, i didnt drag across the rocks today, because at least i got to talk to her...man...days one and two, were a year apart...days two and three...like 3 weeks...scary....anyways...i am horrible. I miss my best friend. And i cant do anything. I was going to come last night, but...well, i ( Read more... )

Congradulations Seniors.

Well, i lost her. I was fighting with her, but FOR us. I was trying to work out all of the things that were wrong. They are always the same things. But, now she never wants to talk again. I fucked up for the final time. And, it hurts. A lot more than i thought it could ever hurt. I was pissed last night, and i went to a party. It was fun, but i was ( Read more... )

Well...lets update. My last update was a little heated. But, i didnt delete it. I may have screened it...anyways. This has been a week. Everything that has gone wrong, should not have. And the one thing that should be going good, isnt. Of course...that is the way it goes...it is good for a month, and then arguing...things would be so much better, ( Read more... )

Damn it....today and early last night, adds up to commiting suicide. Early last night sucked so bad, i couldnt begin to explain it. And it got worse today. She told me, that she had never invited me, because of him. But, she invited him. And that hurt really really bad. But, then everything else happened. And i cant talk about it on here. But, i ( Read more... )

Well.....okay, lets do it this way. Have you ever heard something....well, no. I have you ever wanted do do something, but the person you wanted it do it with, said no. Well...they didnt say no....but, they made it clear that it would be better if you didnt go. And, at the time, the reason was hurtful, but understandable....well, the reason was ( Read more... )

Well, today was an awesome day. I got to talk to Jayme last night, and we havent been able to talk in about a week, because she has been working so much. But, it worked out, me andher, and maybe April, are going to a movie tonight. At 11:45. We are going to see Scary Movie 4. I am pumped about it. But,i will be out late. But, anyways, today, i got ( Read more... )

Well, i have had a good day. i got to work until 5:30, which is awesome. I am pretty tired, i didnt sleep last night. A lot weighing on my mind, that is still there. All my friends...look....thanks for all yall have ever done for me. I mean, i know i only talk to about 3 of you regularly now, but...i appreciate all of you. Laura, for making me ( Read more... )

well....i kinda feel dumb.....Tom jsut posted a bulletin, saying that the top 8 is under maintenice. so...i feel stupid.