it's been really long since my last entry.
and i don't know who still comes here
maybe a lonely stranger or two

i am 23
but i feel nothing like that

feel a little too old
a little too young

ageless, i guess

i remember when i was 13 i wrote a card to myself
in it was written

"love yourself"

10 years later, i have yet to be able to fully do that
instead i love ( Read more... )

I once read this book, there is a thought that

we are not real, everything is flux.

I panicked

The thought of whatever that happens to me are all untrue freaks me out

And i pondered.

and this paradox came up in my head

Our deeds are material things

But they will be gone.

What really lingers on and have its presences in the future,

are not the actions.

It ( Read more... )

I love making stuff for people.

be it for bf, frens, cousin or anyone.

made them using anything at all using, postcards, wrapping paper, old bracelet, keychains, ribbons, black paper, knitting, leaves, wall paper, styrofoam etc.

i have no clear plan in mind what the final product looks like and it just materialise in the process of making.

wesley have ( Read more... )

my mom and i went shopping for my working clothes, courtesy of my dad.

manage to get 3 skirt, 1 cardigan, 2 blouse and 4 basic spag and 1 pair of black heels.

i ordered 2 online clothes, a dress and a top

i should be all set for work!

my mom wanted to give me her old watch which was a gift from my dad

i wore that watch to my interview and the latch ( Read more... )

Went for my first interview yesterday at OCBC.
What i thot to be a one round interview turns out to be four rounds instead.
Was totally beat by the time they are done with me.

I manage to get the job and starting work next monday.

Hopefully things go well and that i am able to perform.

I will never be able to get this far without encouragement from my ( Read more... )

2 months after my birthday is the end of my exam.

Correction. Last exam paper.

I am freaking god damn happy when i finally pen down the last word.

Hopefully my papers went well and that i graduate next year :)

Now for the next journey..to get a job.

But first, thinking of going for a get away.

wonder whether my dad will sponsor me.

haha.. we will see.

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omg omg omg omg

exams in 3 hrs time

i cannot sleep at all!

omg omg omg
 

i am a person that rises to the occasions.

that reacts to situations suitably.

and lastly,

i think i am a person that treats people the way they deserve to be treated on my judgement.

not going to deny anything,  today is my birthday.

and it should be the happiest day.

but i am pretty sour and sad.

I am thankful Wesley spend time with me and makes me ( Read more... )

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Was a model for the day. Went to this beautiful greenery near bf place. 
The dwindling evening sun marks the end of a day and it proves to be a spectacular companion for equally mesmorising photos
and of course my bf was the photographer.

enjoy. 

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