alright, so i finally think things are start to move, even if just a little bit ( Read more... )

there are some things i defily dont like about myself. theyve never come about. so i dont know how,where or when i developed them. but im uncomfortable with them. im becoming insecure,jealous, and just plain stupid. i know i havent been in a relationship for a while. but things seem so different and so weird. she makes me happy beyond anything else ( Read more... )

my name is ryan.

i hate you.