i hate everything.
hands down.

im not happy.
not saying i need to be.
im just tired of the bullshit.

the last few days at the base have been pretty cool ( Read more... )

i feel like shit, literally.

im a liar.
im a hipocrate.
im a bad boyfriend.

i FUCKED UP.

your a strong woman ( Read more... )

from this day foward, i will do everything possible to push my self physically and mentally. im exhuasted, my legs are sore. but i cant allow myself to get relaxed. i have to keep myself on my toes. i have to draw everylast bit of strength in my body and put 200% into everything i do ( Read more... )

hahaha people are fucking pathetic to think what they actually think or "know" affects me.
so what if i listen to a band thats "against war or armed forces" suck a fucking dick. i listen to what i like.
fucking music nazi. acts as if shes fucking god.
i dont support the war , but i support my friends and brothers that are fucking taking fire ( Read more... )

im the most jealous person ever.
im over protective.

my bad in advance.

running till i vomit.
nite.

oh and def. def taking some new myspace pics.
 I LOOK LIKE SHIT!

you make me so happy.
youve made me different in ways i never thought would happen.
i never wanted to care.
i never wanted to love.
i was afraid too.
you made me want to be good.
you made want to trust.
thankyou.
i love you.

i deleted myspace.
oh well.

think positive.
try.
my own bitterness and hatred is really brining me down.
and i see that and it scares me.

school- i cant wait to get back into it. i miss doing something that meant something to me.
the only thing i can regret is that i did a half assed job in high school and didnt apply myself like i could. but w/e college will be the time for that ( Read more... )