i am on the verge of a nervous break down. i could really go for a cigarette today. shame.

three weeks since i've quit smoking. i am quite proud of myself. i've gained six pounds though.

i cut my hair yesterday. only so it stops growing out like a mullet, im still trying to grow it long.

today my veins are dark green. my fingers trace them across my wrists

this is neither healthy, nor productive. i'm going to pull my feet up to my chest and cry until you say something to me.

i was fooled. my heart aches. surprise.

i want to curl my body tightly into the space your lips make when they're lightly pressed together.

sometimes its best to just close your eyes and jump.

somethings not right. i'm crazy today, complete manic and unstable. i'm freaking myself out about everything. this is stupid.

i bought a new camera
 
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i got my baby back. and my kandace too.

crazy ass weekend. the mountains. oh my.

and i'm crazy. official.

kandace and i are going to the renaissance festival on saturday. staying in tucson for the night too. starr and rize are supposed to be in bisbee on friday.

i want billie back.

oh man.

ohmanohmanohmanohman.

my day went from bad to amaaaazing. i'm fucking crazy. done with eng101, got a A+++!!! way past my bed time. need to be up soon. my mind is racing.

what.are.the.odds.