ive never felt so alone in my life...one by one my friends are caring less and less about me...no one calls any more and even friends tht i consider family show little to no intrest towards me now...if i die tommorrow no one would care...my life is heading down the crapper...maybe ill get lucky today and a mac truck will hit me...but the way things ( Read more... )

ERICA AND ME BROKE UP AGAIN IM SO SICK N TIRED OF FAILED RELATIONSHIPS...TRUE OUR BREAK UP WAS FOR THE BEST BUT IT STILL HURTS...I GUESS IM BACK TO BEING ALONE...THEN TO TOP THINGS OFF I THINK LEECI DOESNT WANNA BE BOTHERD WIT ME SHE HAS HER OWN LIFE AN IT DOESNT INCLUDE ME...NO ONE LOVES ME NOT EVEN GOD...WHT AM I GONNA DO...THIS IS SO NOT FAIR... ( Read more... )

I DO BELIEVE THT YOU WERE INVITED TO A LOVELY POOL PARTY BUT IF MY MEMORY SERVES ME CORRECTLY I WAS TOLD U WOULD BE BUSY...BUT THTS NETHIER HERE NOR THERE IM SORRY YOU HAD A SAD DAY AND YOU GET BIG ::HUGS & KISSES:: FROM ME

FIRST I WANNA STATE ONE OF BIGGEST FEARS...I AFRAID ILL NEVER KNOW WHAT TRUE LOVE IS...I MEAN I HAVE LIKE 5 FRIENDS WHO ARE LIKE HEAD OVER HEALS FOR SOME GUY/GIRL AN ITS SCARY TO SEE HOW THEY REACT WHEN THE GUY/GIRL DOESNT ACCOMIDATE THEIR FEELINGS THEY WAY THEY WANT...I MEAN SUCH A WIDE RANGE OF MOTIONS GOING THROUGH THEM TRING TO DEVELOPE A ( Read more... )

IT RAINING TODAY AN U NOE WHO THT MADE ME THINK OF....YES THE SAME GIRL I WALKED AWAY FROM SO MANY MONTHS AGO...SURE I NOE SHE DOESNT HOLD N E GRUDGES BUT THAT STILL DOESNT MAKE IT RIGHT...FUNNY EVEN IF ME AN HER WANTED TO GET BACK TOGETHER {WHICH I NOE SHE DOESNT} THERE WERE TO MANY HURT FEELINGS HECK ITS EVEN AFFECTING OUR FRIENDSHIP....SO ON ( Read more... )

O YES MY AUNT HAS FINALLY OPENED THE POOL FOR THE SUMMER AN I GOTTA HAVE A POL PARTY...PLUS THIS WILL BE THE BEST CHANCE FOR ME TO SEE JOY IN A BATHING SUIT....WOOOHOOO HOT STUFF...THIS SUMMER IS REALLY SHAPING UP AN IM LOVIN IT...THERE ARE SOME FINE SISTA'S IN THE TRUTH...WHY DIDNT I NOTICE THEM B4....OR MAYBE THIER FINALLY NOTICING ME....ETHIER ( Read more... )

AFTER MY GRANDMOTHER'S DEATH I DECIDED NOT O WRITE E MORE. BUT THE RECENT LOSS OF A FRIEND OF MINE IS MAKING ME WANT TO START UP AGAIN...I REALIZE THAT LOSSES WILL COME AN GO THROUGH OUT MY LIFE AN I THANK HER FOR DOING WHT SHE DID...SHE WAS MOE HELP TO ME LEAVEING THEN SHE EVER WAS AS A NORMAL FRIEND...MUCH LOVE TO HER ( Read more... )

AH WELL SUCH IS LIFE!!!!!

I WAS DEBATING WRITING THIS ALL DAY...BUT I KINDA HURT SO I GONNA VENT AN I DONT CARE WHO FEELS SOME TYPE OF WAY...MY GRANDMOTHER WHO WAS LIKE MY MOTHER DIED TUESDAY MORNING...ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE CALLED ME AN GAV ME THIER CONDOLENCES...BUT ONE...AND YOU WOULD THINK OUT OF ALL MY FRIENDS SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN THE FIRST ONE TO CALL...I MEAN WHEN IT WAS ( Read more... )

I DNT BELIEVE THIS SHIT NOTHING CAN GO RIGHT FOR ME...I HATE LIFE WHY MUST EVERYTHING GO WRONGE NOW...MY GRANDMOTHER DIED YESTERDAY....AN SHE'S GONE FROM MY LIFE...SURE I HAVE THE HOPE OF SEEING HER AGAIN..BUT THT ISNT STOPPING ME FROM CRYING NOW...MY GRAMMY IS NOT HERE N E MORE...AN NOW I HAVE TO TELL HER GOOD BYE....IT'S NOT FAIR.