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Ana Boot Camp
I am going to start again. I won't reveal my starting weight, or any weight . Just the amount of pounds I've lost/gained. At the end I shall reveal my weight with before and after pictures. Wish me luck!
I love this song<3
"I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
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Hello
I'm back again. This time I'm not only struggling with an eating disorder, but a drug problem also. oh well. 16 days clean! -
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I want to die. now. -
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I can't take it anymore.Living with my family.I really hate them.My half brother,my mother and my sister.I don't know if I can wait 2 years to leave.
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Goals for tomorrow
-Have no more than 800 cals.
-read at least 20 pages in the Alice in Wonderland book.
-finish science HW.
I need to get more focused in school.The only thing I want more than to be thin is too move out and with no education theres no way I can move out.I need to my best now.I have to graduate high school with good grades so I can go to college.When I ( Read more... ) -
China-Tori Amos
This song kinda reminds me of myself.
"Sometimes I think you want me to touch you
How can I when you build a great WALL around you"
I want a romantic relationship,I really do.Unfortunately I don't know if I can ever have one.I am so afraid to love.I have created this shield that prevents anyone from loving me.The shield is like the "wall".
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