Things seem to go pretty good for awhile, then something upsets my life completely....is it always going to be that way?? Love is so important in life, but so many people are without it. I am far from being unstable, but some mornings i wake up and want to roll over and look at someone beside me, asleep. It drives me nuts ( Read more... )

Well, so many things have happened. I got a phone call from James on Friday. He kept saying "oh, its so good to hear you are doing ok!" over and over. He was almost speechless. He told me to keep calling him and leaving him messages, letting him know how i'm doing. He said he often doesn't get to answer it, but he always checks his messages and ( Read more... )

Tell me why i've been calling for the last week and a half to see what the hell is up with my lap top and i've been told its repaired, and waiting to be shipped to me. Ok...whatever, take your time...i just WANT MY COMPUTER!! Its been there since the 23rd. So, now...i'm hold...for the thirtyth time in the last 20 minutes. This guy is telling me ( Read more... )

I'm so homesick. Dad called last night when he was in the squad room and he passed the phone around to all the cops. Lucky me...just made my desire to be home stronger. I'm broken hearted and lonely...and in CLEVELAND. I'm 21 years old...sometimes i feel like i'm 16 again...just heading off into the world...not knowing what to do, or if i'm making ( Read more... )

I probably should have known that you'd show up sooner or later, knowing that every Friday night they always have your favorite band...someone new is with you at your table...would it be too much for me to ask, to ask you not to dance?? Not tonight. Not until my heart has had some time to heal. Not right now, not until i'm gone, i won't be here ( Read more... )

Still here....wasting time. Although tonight i have company. John and his daughter and nephew came up . Not only to see me, but to go to Cedar Point. Which is cool. Dad and i went car shopping today. I want a 4x4 and dad wants me to get a car. YUCK! we looked at thunderbirds and mustangs and 350z's. i think i'd like the mustang the best....but i'd ( Read more... )

I'm so homesick. I can't wait to go back to Monroe. I never thought I could miss that town as much as i do. I want to go on a real vacation too. I'm hoping to get to FL to visit Terri Sue and Frank for a few days...and then up to visit Taz and Pammy. I can't believe the friends i've made just since i've been sick. I want to go home! But i want ( Read more... )

there are a few friends that i have right now that are having problems in their marriages or relationships. I look at them and think that i don't know if i want all that bullshit in my life. Sure, i don't like not having that special someone....but if having that special someone means problems...i don't know. I sure had my fair share of problems ( Read more... )

i'm supposed to be released tomorrow. Sure wish i could go home. But i guess being out of the hospital will have to do for now. I'm tired of Cleveland. That is for sure. I wonder how long it is gonna be before i am actually allowed to go home. I sure hope things stay going as good as they have. I am down to only 3 liters of oxygen and my stats ( Read more... )

I had two visitors today....they rode their motorcycles up from around Dayton to see me here in the hospital. Greg i know of course...but he brought Barry Hines with him. Bill Hines son...Bill Hines is the guy they bought the bike for last year. Sure was nice to see some faces from home. Greg bought my lunch...and i meant to give them both parking ( Read more... )