only you can make yourself truly happy. we can fake all the smiles and laughs - putting on a show for everyone to see, but you are the only one who knows if it's truly genuine. in the end you are only fooling yourself ( Read more... )

so elyssa and i were reminiscing about saturday night because today was the first time that i have talked to her since the fateful night that i don't remember. and we were laughing because i was asking her about some of the things that i did. while we were at yogi's some girl's phone was ringing on the table so i picked it up and started talking to ( Read more... )

so this past weekend was quite interesting as usual. i worked thursday and friday which as different as my stories from there are, they all sound the same: i yelled at some drunk people ( Read more... )

i think my ass is getting bigger. or i guess i should say i think i might be getting an ass since i don't have one. it must be all the hills in this town that i have to run up and down ( Read more... )

why is it that everytime i get off the phone with either my mom or dad they seem to have taken me from being in a good mood to being in an absolute shit mood? my mom called and in 3 minutes i went from being really happy to being really pissed off. my dad did the same thing to me earlier today too. trying to tell me about something that he doesn't ( Read more... )

why is it that what we want we can never have and what we have is never good enough ( Read more... )

what the hell happened last night? that is all i have to say. ivy had a party at her house so we went there, played some beer pong, got hit on by freshman and then made our way to the bar. that's when things started to get out of control. elyssa and i played pool against the guys and kicked ass. and some of her guy friends apparently thought i was ( Read more... )

so it's 7:45am and i got home from work at 4am. i still have not gone to bed. i hung out with one of my neighbors for 2 hours, then decided to go for a run while the sun was rising. showered. ate. and now i'm watching tv. i think it might have something to do with the rockstar and the red bull that i drank at work. i am an idiot ( Read more... )

so today has been....weird ( Read more... )

so today i was thinking about what else exciting happened over the weekend and now i remember. we had the best breakfast at mike's house. i made the pancakes, jess made the eggs, and mike brought his sausage. i mean he made sausage. david was the comedian. he was cracking my shit up. and mike was rubbing his talon toe nails on my leg and i just ( Read more... )