i want to leave. i want to get out of here. which isnt really a surprise except for the fact that i'm actually being honest about the reasons why. i always feel this way when something hard comes along. when ive had a bad day or a fight or anything that makes me look inside and see what an idiot ive been. dont get me wrong, its not just me but ( Read more... )

ok so day two is apparently the day i graduate to a headset. i feel like such a douche with it on, that i just have to laugh at myself and pretend im a secret agent or an fbi agent undercover, which really isnt THAT undercover because the ear piece is huge. i wonder if target is going to ever upgrade to bluetooth. haha ( Read more... )

ive been at target almost whole year...woooooooo! but today i returned to regular retail and joined the day walkers society. but i had to. more money involved, bringing me closer to moving. id say its in reach within five years or less but im shooting for two. by moving i mean...california. arizona. south carolina. florida. something. and ( Read more... )

so. asher bit me on friday morning. it was mostly my fault. he has been snapping at nee nee for the past three or four months and actually did bite her on the nose i think at least twice. both times were without warning and for no other reason than he was sleeping on the couch. the same thing happened to me. tho i never ever thought twice ( Read more... )

why? i dont get it. where did you go? was it because i was a bitch? did i mistrust you? are you being shady? did you need space? are you just an idiot? did you forget? what. what is it. tell me.

oki. so. ive been perusing the dating scene online lately. fyi, there arent many dudes worth talking to on the internet. however, i did find someone over a month ago. only problem is he lives in michegan. actually thats not the only problem. hes also 18. and i swear, if another 18 year old comes up to me and says hes more mature than his ( Read more... )

been a long time i kno. this is just because i want to vent and dont want the person to read this on myspace. so..here's my nasty letter to him.

dearest youlet me just start off by saying i DO understand why youre so angry. and yes, it's a shitty thing. BUT. it's not my fault the rest of your family finds me to be an awesome person. and its ( Read more... )

confessions of a horrible friend, part 1 ( Read more... )

yeah so... things.

there is "massive explosive potential"

and. my tattoo is amazing and awesome. i love it.

mike is... history? not really sure,

and that is all for now.

So I just got off the phone with mike. Giving him a break between his marathon paper writing ;) im so nice, aren’t i? well HE called ME , haha and then two seconds ago, I get another phone call with some random story he just HAD to tell me =) he is so freaking cute I cant stand it. But I mean before that ridiculous lightening story we had a ( Read more... )