Please, please.. I'm not okay so don't ask me again.

[biggs_ma]

Well, the holidays keep getting closer, 9 days left. I hate this. I fucking hate this! I'm trying so hard to force some type of holiday "spirit" on myself, but all I want to do is crawl into a closet and hibernate like a bear until February. I've spent every nite crying myself to sleep, and every morning not wanting to get out of bed. I'm suffering

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[go_team_venture]

I know it's no help, but any time you want a dark stoop and a beer, you're welcome at my house.

[biggs_ma]

Your stoop makes everyone feel better. Must be the company.

[raicheal]

i love you

call sometime

[biggs_ma]

I've been thinking about you all week. How are you doing girl? I love you!

[raicheal]

bad

[wustof_40_140]

sorry. hope you feel better soon.

[biggs_ma]

Thank you sweetheart! I'm trying to keep up with how you're doing by your posts here and on myspace. I just don't know what to say right now though. I hate awkward shit. Miss you. I really do hope you're doing okay. And I do think about you alot.

[wustof_40_140]

miss ya too. i wish shit didnt have to be "awkward". thats really starting to piss me off. toodles!

[biggs_ma]

haha.. you said toodles.