Hello New World....Its the phrase thats been stuck in my head since the move. that and its one of my favorite songs from the last Clipse album. ether way same meaning. tho i am more alone than ever in a city i dont know where my mother is the one whos not a stranger, i feel fine. back in BadNews i would be in some deep hormornal depression......yes ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT ( Read more... )

Well.....Shit has definately hit the FUCKIN Fan!!!!.....and guess whos at the receiving end with his mouth wide open ( Read more... )

lets see.....what is there to update? i'll keep it short. still no job. not going back to school til i get my money right. im thru with worrying about females for a long while. the holidays was drama. good times with my brothers. got a black IPod. steve-o paid for my first tattoo. new years started out bad cuz i went to a party instead of hanging ( Read more... )

I want the better things in life. better car, better clothes, better car, better living space, better job, better income, better plans, better chances to suceed, hell a better life!!!! sick of doing things the honest way like its gonna get me anywhere. yea i wanna learn and get a higher education. Yea i wanna have a good career. yea i wanna live ( Read more... )

ive really gotta stop doing this. on the other hand aint much shit happend ether. still aint got no job, done with a semester of college, and now its the fuckin holidays. oh yea. steve came back in Oct. and married Van at least on paper. cerimony aint til May. but they both now live in Tacoma, Wash. kaos is still in GA. but the good news is all 3 ( Read more... )

ok.....so i have a habit of udating this every couple of months. but this time i have a good reason this tme....sorta. anyways NEW UPDATE: i thought i was going out with kristie, but after 2 day after the kiss. she blew me off. but i might call her since its been 3 months. frankie also mved back to cali. keith is in AIT (due to finish in Nov.) ( Read more... )

yea i know. "where da fuck have i been". its been what?.......5 months since i've posted something. well heres an update. starting with valintine's day. (footnote form agian) cece and glo-boy went out, so did keith and megan. i abandoned livejournal, started a black-planet jounal, bunch of BS, GB was a rebound for cece come to find out (lmao), got ( Read more... )

WELL ANOTHER YEAR, ANOTHER DEPRESSING, DISTURBING, AND SUICICIAL (METAPHORICALLY) VALENTIMES. AS OF EVERY YEAR, I HAVE NOBODY TO ENJOY V-DAY WITH ME BEING FOREVER SINGLE AND ALL. WHAT MADE IT WORSE IS THE FACT THAT THE ENTIRE DAY I HAD TO WATCH EVERYONE ELSE ENJOY THE DAMN DAY WITH THERE SIGNIFICANT OTHERS. ITS LIKE HIGH SCHOOL ALL OVER AGIAN ( Read more... )

Lately, my life seems to have less and less meaning in the world as the days go by. and my main belief is that EVERYONE has a purpose in this world, good or bad. and i'm starting to feel worthless. maybe thats how some people feel when they wanna commit suicide. not that i would ever go suicide, NOT EVER. I also believe that suicide is the highest ( Read more... )