my life is improving.

The good thing about having money in savings: my 2006 Taurus ( Read more... )

Boris is dead.
No, really. We got into an accident, he is totalled, and I'll probably have to sell pieces of him to a chop shop in order to scrape something together for a new car.
I'm not injured.
I am carless and depressed.

Something nice and unexpected happened last night, though. I was in a good mood all day, despite customers being unnecessarily ( Read more... )

Finger's healed (at least mostly, since I've regained feeling in most of it), had the EEG, had the MRI, I'll get the results of those on Friday morning. Although I have a pretty good idea what the MRI will reveal.
Work is ridiculous, what with a local crime ring making its rounds to my store and the ones next door and Christmas rearing its ugly head ( Read more... )

Okay, I knew today was gonna be funny with the neurologist appointment. I expected mild craziness and a painful nerve test, which ended up not being painful at all. Turns out I don't have that knee-jerk reflex in my right leg and sharp pain doesn't register on my left side as much as it should, but I digress.
I also expected my ring to be finished. ( Read more... )

It could be a coincidence. It could be hypochondria. Or it could be exactly what I fear it might be, and I'm not exactly sure how to feel about that possibility just yet ( Read more... )

Allow me to express in no uncertain terms how much I resent always being the one to start a conversation.

Depression is funny. I've been feeling really down for, er, a long time, but as soon as I get to work, it's like nothing bad is even happening, like one good thing came out of my move back to Austin. In fact, my mind just drifts to various happy places and I laugh to myself about many different things over the course of a shift. The store seldom ( Read more... )

 This is the part where I do the "right" thing for the wrong reason and end up worse than I would have been doing the "wrong" thing for any reason.

My aunt just passed away.