and its really hard

I think me using my lj again will be good for me

today was their last day, and im takin it really hard. i dont want them to leave (even though i know that most of them are hella happy and wouldnt want it any other way). its just hard. i think that im takin it so hard because reality just set in. its almost my turn, and thats not too far away. dunno, i guess that i need to come to terms with the ( Read more... )

i wish i could describe who i have become in words. although im not completly done growing, ive grown a lot in the past few years. High School. i have a new outlook on life. my new mottos- be socially responsible and be civil. I dunno how long this will last. hopefully it'll last a while. its a little less stressful to be mature

im am so tired...but im fightin tohe sleep!...does anyone know if we have band practice tommorow?

i had a good day...

HAPPY B-DAY SHLOMSTER!!!

its the worst type of depression... IB has really takin a toll on me... people around me are retarded as fuck and dont know when to stop playin around. Im really over these racist "jokes." If sum1 calls me blacky one more time,i think im gonna choke a bitch...that was said with all seriousness...people are really pissin me off. Im at my breaking

my sceduele is a flaming piece of crap!!!! I have two acedemics that i didnt even sign up for, and some teacher i have never heard of.....AND I HAVE NO FLIPPING FOURTH HOUR!!! And no spanish class! Im already sick of junior year!

i only use lj to help myself..right now i have to clear my throat ( Read more... )