i dont know what to do right now. i have no one to turn to. i cant believe that hes gone! LUKE ill miss you so much i cant believe u left me here u were suppose to be the one to help me get out of here. it should of been me to die not u. i want to run away from all this! i dont know how im going to go on with out LUKES awesome smile and his ghetto ( Read more... )

ronnie just told me to add him in here so here it is RONNIE RONNIE UR SO FINE RONNIE RONNI U BLOW MY MIND hey ronnie! yep i hope this is good enough for him. o so enough of the sexy man.

ive been trying so hard to be on my own. to not have to rely on anybody but god. i want to desperatly to be cold to people. to be on my own. when i met luke he opened me up inside. he opened me up to thinks i had never really felt befor. i remember how hard i was shaking the first time we kissed. HOw DESPERATLY i want to go back to those days. i ( Read more... )

i havent really been on line to write very much. too much has been happening and ive been to wrapped up in it all. this weekend has been one of the worse ive had ever. ok friday at the game i was really upset and im still not really sure why. i just wanted to go home and take a shower. well after the game i talked to some people me and BASHAR ( Read more... )

at practice on friday i think people really began to see my "skills" im always hyped up as being such a good player a real asset(abc) to the team. i kept messing up i couldnt do anything right till the last 45 mins of practice. at that point i had a killer headache that tried to bring tears to my eyes. i kept going trying to be strong and fight ( Read more... )

*SiGh* boys boys boys... all they are are little boys. I NEED TO MOVE!!!!

ah today we had a good soccer game. they beat us but we spanked them so bad. they had 5 more players then we did and they kept subing every 5 mins. we out played them the whole game... we just got tired and they got a few lucky goals. mexicans and soccer dont mix in ayso. all the parents need to learn how to speak english... maybe they got confused ( Read more... )

today i was in my econ class... we starting talking about marriage and how important it would be if ur spouse was the same religion. me and about 3 other people in the class said it was a must. then the rest of the class started to debate about it. it was the whole class against me being a christian. the debate totally changed and i was so scared. ( Read more... )

its funny how even if u stop talking to someone u are still so close. ah MICKEY MICKEY MICKEY... that boy is a defenate character. he helped me out so much last year! i used to feel as if he was in my head. we havent talked since last year but today we were waiting at the bus stop with SYLVIA for PAUL. we were talking about crushes and how things ( Read more... )

the pain killers are wearing off... :-/ *tEaR* i went to the docter today n he said its a really bad pulled tendon... also it would of been better to have broken it. it would hurt less and heal faster. i might not be able to play on saturday :-/ im gonna try so hard not to miss anymore games.

-ErYhN-