everytime i turn around someone else is gone

[bigred4]

i woke up 2 full hours before i had to how ridiculous is that, thanks jetlag. i go back to work today, not happy about it. but maybe more ppl will be in prime time today b/c its shit outside. so with all my free time this morning i jsut spent the last 30 min looking around on myspace. and i saw all of these people from high school that i don't

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[ben_4_penguin]

I know what ya mean....

A few years ago I had NOTHING to worry about, school was fun everyday, and I had loads of friends. Even if too many of them turned out not to have been much of friends in the end.

[floridian_love]

Aww don't worry about it, as long as we all stay in touch we'll all stay friends. It doesn't have to be everyday but I would LOVE that lol but yea, i feel disconnected from everyone too and its sad =( It makes you feel awkward going up for your "vacation" like your coming back into everyones lives and idk sometimes i feel like maybe i should just stay here and leave everyone alone lol idk

AND dave mazz... ew. he parties with everyone whos way younger then him, because his house is full of booze...free booze. ANYWAY. please don't ever go there. don't get sucked in lisa lol

[bigred4]

"i feel disconnected from everyone too and its sad =( It makes you feel awkward going up for your "vacation" like your coming back into everyones lives and idk sometimes i feel like maybe i should just stay here and leave everyone alone "

i soooooooooooooooooooooo feel the same way. like im like pullings everyones teeth to hang out with me. and since my life went in a different direction then like everyones i feel like i have almost nothing in common anymore. then i feel scared, because if my friends don't like me and we have nothing to talk about or have in common, other then we once went to school and had some good times together, i don't know what i'll do. and that makes me hella depressed. b/c i see everyone around me moving on with life, and like having fun and bettering themselves and im still the same as i was when we graduated.

[ben_4_penguin]

Lisa, you're not the same person you were when you left school, because you're not the same person you were when I met you again.

But I do know where you're coming from...