nightly break downs seem to be a reaccurrance now...im sorry people who have to deal with me....

Designed to resemble the eye of a falcon, this symbol is called the Eye of Ra or Eye of Horus represents the right eye of the Egyptian Falcon God Horus. As the udjat (or utchat), it represented the sun, and was associated with the Sun God Ra (Re ( Read more... )

im done getting in the middle of others problems, im done interfearing in people's lives, it seems that sooner or later, anyone i help, any problem i assist in, whatever i do, blows up, and i cant help but realise that if i never tried to help everyone, if i never tried to leave my brother's shadows, if i never tried to be my own person, i would be ( Read more... )

tell me world, how is it u can beleive to take me down ( Read more... )

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well, now im gunna get a new job soon, better pay, closer, still lacking in the work field, and new friends there, and maybe i can laugh at those who tried to ruin me economically, GO AHEAD TRY AGAIN, it'll be all i need

i'm gunna have a bunch of people over for a party sometime, it'll be grad/burning of my employee patches party! im gunna break away all of my links with the national boy scouts! only my troop is with me from the BSA, so why not burn the national parts? so, if u wanna be at it leme know! im gunna find a date! ttyl!

wow,i just took out my work hours on my callendar on my laptop, im now sad as to how empty my schedule is, please people, make plans with me, and lets hope my god damn car comes back soon, before i lose all sanity!

yaaay, to make things EVEN BETTER, i now have no job....all i have left to keep me sane is drama, i lose that, u all lose me!