Ok, so after a couple asked to right in this old bitch, and since my last entry was pretty depressing, I figured I would let everyone and the grandma know what it is up with me. Well first things first, things are very different from the night I wrote my last entry. I have to say I was at my lowest that night. I had a lot of thoughts in my head and ( Read more... )

Well, I said that I wouldn't write any of these any more, but I can't take it. I am tired of just talking about it with certain people and I need to vent. Its Saturday night, and I am sitting in my room, finding myself in the same place I have been for the past 21 years, mostly like last 6 months. All last year, I was focused on joining kappa sig, ( Read more... )

Today was different. Last night was not so great. I went to tracy's to hang out and I was really hoping for her to change her mind still. That isn't fair. But she wasn't completely honest wtih me about some stuff, and I wasn't with her. I went hope really sad, and I was really ready to just give up on everything. But I went home today, and I had a ( Read more... )

Do you ever come that point where you are confused about what comes next? I have no idea what I am going to do for the rest of the year, the rest of college, and pretty much the rest of my life. I am at a point where I want to just start fresh, but I don't know how ( Read more... )

So I just went to my first JLC concert. It was really good. I didn't know what to except because all the songs of theirs I know is from magazine, but I really liked it. They are really good live, not at good as some people claim them to be, but still really kick ass. I would go see them again, just not in a hurry. My dad was freaking sweet. Jim and ( Read more... )

So this week was cool and different. Living in my own place is great. I love having a big house, and I like all my dogs I am living with. Its weird though, I am not use to living with some many people. But I have my own room and I can hide from people if I want. But I don't think I will be doing that a lot. I joined a new gym up here, and started ( Read more... )

Well....I am finally back in Rock Hill. Man, it was a pain to get back up here, but it was worth it. Moving was rough, really it was packing up that sucked. It was just my dad and me, I will explain that in a minute. The mattress was a bitch to get into the van, but we got it in there. It was easy when we got here because clay, bobby and geoff ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting in a little bit of traffic this afternoon, and I am choking on fumes from the nasty old truck in front of me because I thought i was nice day to leave the windows down. I looked at the person's bumper, and it had a nice little bumper sticker that said the south was right. Shit, I mean I was just struck by the statement. Maybe ( Read more... )

Man, I only have 4 more days till I get to move back up to Rock Hill. I was going to move back on the 16th, but we are recording that day, and I don't want to wait till the 22nd, so I am going to move up a week early. I can't wait to leave Simpsonville. I love my parents, and all that, but this place sucks. I am sorry to all the kids who go to ( Read more... )

While I haven't in 2 weeks, sorry. I guess I am busy. I don't feel like overwhelmed or anything, but I don't have a lot of free time. I work for 7 to 4, then I work out till about 6. When I get home I usualy try to either shower or stink. I try to help my parents cook a lot more now because well I don't need to be lazy and I want to learn how to ( Read more... )