I think what i want most in this world-someone who is willing to shave my neck and spotty back hair.

My odd post of yesterday is real. I do feel that way about certain parts of my life. I won't front. There is a cloud hanging over me. There are good things in my life ( Read more... )

A malaise. The feeling of sadness. The creeping downturn of a miserable man. He has spoken so many words. The words become hollow and meaningless. A crushing disappointment of learning that he is not fighting enough. He seems to be so much more than he is. The fight is still there, hidden deep inside a wall of pain and shit. His heart tricks his ( Read more... )

I have found more time to write in here. It could be good or a detriment depending on how one looks at it. Went and got a haircut this morning. Want to look good for the weekend. I will be seeing a couple of women I am interested in. It is important to look your best or at least as good as this mug will allow me. Laura and Carla are two women that ( Read more... )

I have a new huge pet peeve that has just been burning me up. Now it may seem stupid to some but fuck it ( Read more... )

[Randal is on the phone when a woman and little girl come to the counter ( Read more... )

There is a possibility I may be moving soon to Atlanta. More news to come when available.

It has been a while since I posted. Things have just been weird for me lately. I have this overwelming feeling of emptiness and sadness at the current time. There is no one reason to feel that. Instead I just feel this malaise that seems to be surrounding and enclosing on me faster and faster. Dating sucks. No one seems to want me for more than a ( Read more... )

Right now I am sitting in Studio B of PBS' studios here in downtown Saint Paul. I am one of the volunteers sitting, waiting to take pledges. It is pretty awesome. I have had a few shots on tv. However, I have had only two pledges of $250 which is blah but whatever. It has been a lot of fun. I am here with my coworker Liz and it has been a lot of ( Read more... )

It has been a bit of time since I last updated. Things are going. I have been sick for the last week or so which sucks. But I am surviving nonetheless. Work is good. I had a couple of problems with some coworkers but those have been resolved. So that is nothing ( Read more... )