Carrie and I are doing fine. Making some serious plans, I'm liking it too. It feels comfortable, Exciting, strange that it feels so natural though....lol ( Read more... )

Well once again I make thvoyage down to SIUc. I hear a few blurbs about the drama of the beach house. I hate to say it but I'm still attached to that drama finacially. CRAP. Give me the bill already. No offense Mel please I'm just venting here. I just want everything to be kosher. Money is tight enough but Everyone wants to make it strech that much ( Read more... )

I have finally taken my life by the horns...I finally feel like I'm not loosing it any more. No more depression no more lethargic loafing around, aimlessly wondering and pondering about why my life sucks so much. I've always had good friends that have been there and I thank each and everyone...I need to take a path that takes them out of my life ( ( Read more... )

i hurt myself today ( Read more... )

I was wondering and thinking about school. Do I, don't I go back? I'll write my appeal letter either way I haven't given up on myself yet. But is it really giving up or closing a chapter of my life that has been open for too long....so long I've gotten distracted and bored of it. What the hell is my motivation? SIU has sucked every last bit of ( Read more... )

First carrie calls me. fine..not really I fucked that up. I know. Then I get a letter on the mail from SIU. I'm not going to recieve the Pell Grant. Meaning no school in the fall. fuck, double fuck.I really screwd myself. Why? Why now ( Read more... )

Well the wedding was awesome, Whitewater is now over and well waiting for one more weddding. Attempting to get a J-o-b...what the hell is that? os well we'll see what happens still plenty of summer left. Hope all is having fun.

Just one more final and I'm going to a wedding...poor timo couldn't get out to the bar for his 21st...oh welll I'll get him lit for the wedding. Him and I will make an ass of ourselves there...same with Marc. maybe dad too. lol...it will be good. Looking forward to seeing Carrie out in Racine. Not to mention Katie at whitewater rafting and the rest ( Read more... )

I am:
56%
Republican."Congratulations, you're a swing voter. When they say 'Nascar Dad', they mean you. Every Republican ad on the TV set was made just for your viewing pleasure. Don't you feel special?"

Are You A Republican?This was fun....But I know I'm a conservative Democratic voter. I watch the News (pending on where) keep up with certain ( Read more... )

You scored as You are truly Black. Holla! You is truly a black mofo! Get yo ass in a do-rag and busta rap homie!

You are truly Black
88%
You are truly White
63%
You are truly Asian
63%
You are truly a Mexican
50%
You are Truly Jewish
50%
What's your true race
created with QuizFarm.comYA my homiez...ever seen a black Goth that want to commit suicide? word ( Read more... )