So I once again I stepped over my bounds in a relationship that I feel could work. Once these two figure things out. So I cross my fingers and hope for the best....There is so much doubt in both of them...Am I insiring something that shouldn't be?...stoking the coals of a burned out fire? I'd rather not think of it but it's on my mind nonetheless. ( Read more... )

What is happening in the world of Nic....We'll First off I'd like to start off by say I'm with Carrie once again. I missed her. And well I'm pretty stuck on her. Maybe with all the fighting we've done created a bad-good bond. but I know what I'm getting myself into. It's strange but true. I have missed her. I know my friends are looking at me ( Read more... )

So what can I bitch about for tonight. Oh wait the lack of one. One more fucking year of this school shit then I'm done. 14 more classes, then I can start my life. It was once said to me that why am I waiting to start my life?...good question. I have difficulty doing school and social and actually lets get more specific a boyfriend\girlfriend ( Read more... )

so with all of those questions in the back of our minds answered the questions that remained could this work. We'll Don't think so. Last week before x-mas I got a call. She said she was really uncomfortable with me going over to a female friends house. I said, But this is Amy Neff? You know Zach's younger sister. She's having a house party with ( Read more... )

So I'm either head over heels for this girl or I'm pussy whipped. Carrie and I made up this last weekend. I'm not getting into details but I'm crossing my fingers for the best. Tell you the truth it's like it was when we first started dating over the summer. The conversations are better than they have been. Questions that have been in the back of ( Read more... )

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What do I want to do for the rest of my life? Don’t know. Don’t know if I’ll ever know. What I want out of my life is this though, I want a girl that I’ll be able to take care of. That I’ll be able to have a family with. Have a job that I’m comfortable with…that pays the bills. Everyone tells me I’ll get there. I’m 25!!!! I should be there….Fuck in ( Read more... )

So Yup again Carrie and I have decided to call it quites. Not up to do that again. She's an amazing girl but man she's stuck in her ways. No room for growth...That's a problem because I'll always be changing somethings now. But in general I'll always be learning something, doing something different. She can't hack that. She hates it. We had a ( Read more... )

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