I could have really used a distraction today but I wasn't offered one so I made my own - I took several naps today. Which while distracting me and wasting precious weekend time, did nothing for my anger ( Read more... )

I find my self lonely upset and angry at life and women today, I am glad I don't have to deal with them. Mostly I just want to be alone and stew in my own anger until the bitterness tastes normal again. The ice cream I bought has helped as well as Sara, the one female I can't get away from ( Read more... )

I got up way too early this morning, partly because I crashed last night. I had been working hard (still will) at work and its been physically taxing too, especially with my knee, more on that later ( Read more... )

How do Emmys work for Reality TV shows? Does everyone on the show or that episode get one or as most likely is it just for the staff?

I'm pretty tired and sleepy and I'm listening to Tycho and that is threatening to sooth me to sleep sometimes.

I'm also semi freaking out over something espeically with the dream I had lastnight. Its nothing bad.

there are so many thing I will never be, so many milestones that i've missed to insure that. I guess that I will conceit (I meant concentrate) to what I am now.

if I posted this anywhere else everyone would flip out.

I want someone to talk to, not right noe but in general. Like I have no idea why I have im programs anymore and the reason i dont have a phone personally. I miss talking to people, most of my friends are women, and just you know talking about anything ( Read more... )

I went semi nuts last night and worked on 71 back photos and a video. Have a look and comment here if you like. Also if anyone wants to tell me how they like the post processing? I am not sure I'm over doing it or not, or not doing enough ( Read more... )

So I left my zyrtec liquid gels, the first time I have ever bought them, in my bag and a few times that bag was in the car, most to all of the day.

Well with the recent heat wave I think this killed them. Its been twice that ive taken them and not experienced any reliefs...

seriously, if you can't type in a simple URL, teamviewer.com, this is not a good day for me to help you!

Hurrah, radiation! *possibly, not proven ( Read more... )