and miserable or at least having a less than desirable time in life at this moment.

I don't even know who still reads live journal. My thoughts are so burdensome that I needed to get something out.

I miss everyone.

This will probably be my last entry into live journal. Unfortunately we all grow up and some things we must leave behind. In the past year and a half I have hardly written anything on this blogging network and I think it's time to shut the door on this once useful application. While I'm sure I will come on here from time to time to see if old ( Read more... )

6 days...

I will be a college graduate.

Un-Freakin-Believeable.

So many memories, so much work, so much I don't want to leave behind.

But alas, we must all move on.

As some of you may know I declined Teach for America's initial offer to Teach in Phoenix ( Read more... )

Well after many hours of speculation/deliberation, I decided to decline Teach for America's offer to teach in Phoenix for the next two years.

Fortunately I have a SPED degree so it will not be too difficult to find a job.

Additionally, I will be in Bellingham this summer, that is exciting.

Much love.

Dear Derek ( Read more... )

What do I do?

I'm so torn.

I don't want to hurt.

Very cryptic I know.

Betrayed by those who you trust.

It sucks.

Yes, I have a girlfriend. Most of you know that already.

4 weeks left of my first internship...craziness.

I made it to the last interview for Teach for America.

It is crazy to think I could be in Arizona, Cali or some other state this time next year working a real job.... kinda scary.

Other then that, life is a blur.

I want to leave this place.

I've said that many times now.

However, more then ever I need to explore and I need to be put in different situations so I can further grow.

Maybe I feel like I'm running out of time.

I'm almost 24.