i looked your way and tried to speak
but i settled for a weak whisper.
sitting there longing for your reply
and for hours i felt i waited,
your silence making me uneasy
until finally i realized
you had walked away long ago.
i had been sitting here alone all along.

I just spent an hour reading over all my past livejournal entries. How fucking depressing...

Starting off with an allegory I read recently that intrigued me ( Read more... )

For so long this place has haunted me, mocked me -
calling out that weakness we knew i wouldn't overcome.
Advancing slowly, my legs give way in the rocky soil.
Swiftly met by that familiar, unwelcome guest
"Its been a while... did you think you could run forever?"

for a time i believed you would keep me safe ( Read more... )

It's my birthday. Im 19 now.

No movie has ever moved me as much as Vanilla Sky does. Every time I see it, it makes me see life in a new way. I dont understand what it is, but it amazes me.

Lying in bed ( Read more... )

OH......MY.......GOD.

www.strhesstour.com

Im speechless.

Four in the morning, cant sleep... nothing new there. But i cant stop listening to this song, and more specifically this line from it:

"Theres something bout the way your hair falls in your face. I love the shape you take when crawling toward the pillowcase. You tell me where to go and, though i might leave to find it, ill never let your head hit ( Read more... )

i saw you again last night ( Read more... )