fuck. i kind of hate everyone except like three people (thats a rough estimate) right now. all my friends are fucking lame. no one returns my calls or calls me. ive stopped making an effort. its kind of hard to make an effort i guess when shit is ripping your life apart. but whatever if i dont make an effort i cant expect people to make an effort ( Read more... )

so ummmmmm yea. fuck livejournal. i dont want to share anymore of my thoughts. besides, eljays are like so out.

i had to take my family and leave tonight. my dad is now officially out of control. what the fuck. i need drugs.

i just got kicked out of my house. what the fuck. luckily my old work is cool as hell and is letting me loiter and play on the computer. its also lucky that im pretty sure i can find a place to sleep tonight. benn roe already said i could stay at club vedge and a few other friends might come through. i also have chelsea and her family who will help ( Read more... )

i love how i have no friends. summer is boring.

Im tired. last night was fun. saw some people i havent seen in a long time. remembered why i havent seen some of them. realized i should be hanging out more with some of them. i met a few new people too. the bands were all good. except when the drummer from left behind pushed that kid. fuck that guy. i start at grottos today. im not sure if i have ( Read more... )

yea so tom get a cell phone and im totally jealous. i shoud be getting mine soon though. but if not im kicking somebodys ass. had fun with chelsea yesterday. and wigginz and kate for a little while. then me and chelsea went out to dinner at houligans. well first we went to homegrown (closed for renovations)then to betuccis (50 minute wait) and THEN ( Read more... )

today was the last day of school. i wanna go blow something up or jump of something. but yea, schools out. bitches. sooooo doug is on his way to get me so we can do some summer stuff. i wanted to hang out with chelsea but she had to go? whatever im out.

tomsk8 is a pervert

sleeping pills made tonight interesting... i always feel so fucking wise on these things. i almost like not sleeping on them as much as getting good sleep. fuck. im such a drug addict.