I'm back. This journal will no longer be about my life, my daily tribulations, or my past anymore. I've come to realize all that telling people those things about you accomplishes is giving them ammunition to gun you down with. I'm personally tired of being the target of a shooting range... so this is a new year...a new semester... a new start... a ( Read more... )

This year is winding to a close, and I must say...what a ride. I have made some truly wonderful friends, lost some along the way, and I believe I have started to make a lil niche for myself in the chaotic world in which we live. I have also changed. Some of it for the good, and some for the bad; but when you are in a situation where you interact ( Read more... )

Just to make all the Silly Republicans happy, I decided I should change my as they say "Kill the Fetus" ways....I am still Prochoice (Suck It!) but I have decided to make myself more publically Fetus friendly by adopting one....


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I believe there may be some sort of chemical imbalance in the water, or a drug administered in the cafeteria, because it is official that everyone from this school is insane ( Read more... )

I have noticed that I tend to write about all the horrendous affairs I go through in my journals, and neglect the good. Well I am going to change that. I just want to say that this semester, though it has brought an insane amount of pain to me, has also brought me a lil angel. I just want to say thank you to my lil conjoined twin for being my ( Read more... )

I am dedicating this journal to someone I am sure that I upset and hurt last night. I am sorry if I wrote things to you that were harsh, unthoughtful, and painful. Truth is I should never have written those things, and in a sense, I didn't even necessarily mean them they way they were said. I have a lot of pain, and frustration, and confusion, and ( Read more... )

Another night returning to sweet little messages from nice boys. I am completely baffled why anyone would take interest in me. I am stubborn, opionated, and loud. I have a bitingly sarcastic sense of humor, and equally offending attitude at times (though I would never hurt someones feelings on purpose). I don't let people in and I don't think like ( Read more... )

I talked to Annie yesterday on the phone for about half an hour or so. Sometimes you realize what wonderful people you have in your life, and those are the days that even though you may not feel like God especially favors you, you thank him anyways. Lately I have been going through a rough transition in my life, a self discovery if you will. I am ( Read more... )

I can feel his hand in mine. It's strong and warm and comforting. I can feel his other hand tracing the line of my spine down my back, his touch so light as if I were going to break. I can feel his leg between mine, trying to get his body as close as humanly possible to me. It is not a sexual moment, just a sweet intimate one. I can feel him ( Read more... )

Ah...What a fun and random weekend. Thursday night everyone was being pretty lazy and for whatever reason, no one wanted to drink. (Rarely happens) Could be cuz they were still recoverin from St.Patty's Day. I celebrated my Irish heritage with a concert at one of the brewerys downtown. Lucky Boys Confusion was playing, and I must say the show was ( Read more... )