right now i feel that i have let alot of things go. i stopped doing the one thing i thought i could never stop doing and that was being there for my sister. i love my sister more then and anything and she was the who stopped me from doing the very worst thing i could when me and abbie broke up. i still remember all the nights i sat up alone ( Read more... )

hello again ( Read more... )

i wish u didnt have such a bad life, and i wish i didnt make it any more worse when i was in ur life ( Read more... )

everyday i look for u and i never see u. i dunno how u see me but it might be when im taking my dad to work or when im going to school or when im going to work i dunno but those are the only times im out driving. i dunno what to do with my life anymore i had a gain plan to get me threw everything and im doing it but i dunno if i really want it it ( Read more... )

i hope one day we will meet again abbie and i promise u this when we do i wont make the same mistakes again. i love u still even though u hate me. or cant have me in ur life because of ur friends or what not i dunno, but i do miss u alot and believe me u are in every dream i have and every in every thought. im not obessed just missing and still in ( Read more... )

the reasons that life is how it is i can not explain i cannot explain why i hurt some many people that i loved i cannot explain why i do what i do every day or what helps me get by maybe its that thought that one day i will see her again in my life maybe before shes goes to new jersey or to austrilia. i dunno what it is that gets me by. i am sorry ( Read more... )

to everyone who knows me i am sorry for everything. i hate how i am i hate how i cry so much over something that i shouldnt according to everyone. i hate how i hurt i hate how i never sleep and i hate my new jpb because all i do is think about the times we spent at sonnys in ormond. no im not over u abbie and i dont know what it will take to get me ( Read more... )

Dear my love i am sorry for the pain i have caused u and i thank u for being my girlfriend again. i know i really screwed up today and if u wish to never speak to me again or see me again the is allright with me i know i really fucked up. i thnk the reasin why u don't hear love in my voice when i tell u i love you or see it in my eyes is because i ( Read more... )

hey llast night i got a new car and a new bike my car is ajetta and its a 90 it needs some owrk thiugh, but what sucks is that last night i wanted to see abbie realy bad and i couldn't because today i had to be at work at 6 and i had to get sllep last night i was so tired i got home around 1115 and i called abbie around 1120 and i got of the phone ( Read more... )

today i don't have to wrok all i have to do is pick ash and megan up at 630 and go up to burger king. i think im gonna have fred go with me and have him and ash sit be each other. i know she likes him but i don't know if they'll date i know fred is up for it. i think im gonna fix my bike before i go pick them up and i got to go up to burger king to ( Read more... )