Today I babysat and took the boy to the waterpark and it was good because I had my stomach real tight all day b/c I was so self concious due to the bathing suit, so even though it sucked to have to be seen in a bathing suit (ick...) i have been feeling a little better about myself recently and it just motivated me not to eat and to stay tight
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<3 Kristina
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Ya, after that night I had a slight fall-off. I got really scared after purging that night, taking too many diet pills and feeling like I was gonna puke/faint all night and the next day. SO I started binging to make myself better. (I realize now that I was probably dehydrated)
Anyway, I just started reading "Wasted" and now I am totally motivated!
I hope you are doing well. Sometimes a slight lapse is what it takes to really get into it again:)
<3Jaquelyn<3
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