Why do people give you FUCKING BOXES OF CHOCOLATE for Valentine's Day?!

THAT DOESN'T SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME, THAT SHOWS ME YOU WANT ME TO GET FATTER AND UGLIER AND GROSS AND BLAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

and they are ferrero rochers!
I have basically eaten the whole box

now I will go purge

I HATE MYSELF!

The dance was fun ( Read more... )

So I just binged...and purged ( Read more... )

So the fast is going alright, but now I have this permanent taste of fruity/carrot in my mouth. It's not making me eat, that's for sure ( Read more... )

blah, I haven't written in forever ( Read more... )

1/2 small frozen cherry drink - (100 ish cals ( Read more... )

today's final total:

1 strawberry popsicle (50 cals)
13 baby carrots (35 cals)
1/2 spring roll (86.5 cals)
1 cup tofu fried rice (362 cals <---this killed me ( Read more... )

so far today (it's 6:30)I've eaten ( Read more... )

so if today was such a success, why do i feel like such a cow? why did i have to eat any of it? i could have had 0 cals instead of 160. i mean if i'm going to be so close to zero...i should have fasted today. (yesterday technically ( Read more... )