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Writing more didn’t stick
One thing I’ve never struggled with is the idea I’m not a fact of the universe. One day I’ll be gone and forgotten. That IS a fact of the universe, but unlike so many people it’s never bothered me. I’m okay with disappearing.
I don’t need to be remembered.
Or maybe I don’t expect to be, and have resigned myself to that for so long it doesn’t even ( Read more... ) -
I think I need to write again.
I’ve been thinking that I used to care. I used to feel and think and remember. I used to contemplate everything, and write to help make sense and put things back into order ( Read more... ) -
Simon
I remember the days when LJ was just part of my usual internet behaviour.. yeah, it was before facebook and twitter, but my normal reaction from getting home from school/uni/work was to immediately jump on lj! I do miss those days. I had so much to say. Speaking of facebook, I'm *almost* feeling the urge to delete it. I don't think I will, for ( Read more... ) -
Life as Usual
Hello to anyone still out there ( Read more... ) -
Monday blues
I'm taking the day off work today. I haven't been sleeping well, and frankly this job is stressing me out hugely (see my entire lack of ability to compose an entry longer than a tweet for the last year) and so I went to work and opened the building and came home to get back into my hello kitty pyjamas ( Read more... ) -
Been a long time lj
Sitting alone in my bed at 12:45 on a Sunday night, wide awake because the insomnia is back ( Read more... ) -
seriously?
So, I'm back at my normal workplace, and I have done my latest stint as manager, but everyone is finally back to where they are supposed to be. Manager and I were so excited to actually work together again, because we had only had two days this year together so far ( Read more... ) -
jobs.
So, I've been doing this other job for 3 months now - and I can honestly say I hate it. Read my last post (that I just unpriviated because I forgot I'd set it that way :) for some back story and detailed reasons why I hate it ( Read more... ) -
work :(
Today I left work in that horrible state of not knowing. There is nothing more that I hate than not knowing my place, feeling comfortable with what I need to do, and knowing some things are a touch out of my comfort zone so I will have to stretch and learn to be better and complete them.
I think I mentioned I've been seconded again to a different ( Read more... ) -
Life..
I'm in Brisbane! For work!! Im currently in a hotel, and I'm not paying for it. It's all very exciting. Library conferences are fun! :) and we haven't even been to the conference yet. We just arrived this evening, checked in and had dinner. Tomorrow is the day were here for.
Ive been temporarily seconded to another role and location again. This ( Read more... )