Comment to be added. But in the end, I choose.

I'm tired of looking for something that will revolutionize the way I behave. I always fall back into the same pattern in the end.

rev·o·lu·tion

6. Mechanics.
a. a turning round or rotating, as on an axis.
b. a moving in a circular or curving course, as about a central point.
c. a single cycle in such a course.

Jack-o-lantern smile.