i love poker.

i was feeling great, the weather was beautiful, i felt clean, and my mom was smiling and talking. i was excited and happy and loving. then it got ruined. im not sure if its my own fault or not. ? why am i so nuerotic/difficult? i hate this, my stomach feels sick now and im scared to go outside. goddammit. what did i do wrong?

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i want to clear up that post below, im not judging anyone, i think everyone should live their own life in a way that makes them the happiest and i think that maybe i expect those around me to have the same values that i have, which is not realistic or fair. i think i just hate change and i hate losing friends, and even though im worked up tonite im ( Read more... )

is it wrong to put a friend out of his misery in order to save what little honor he still has left? im talking a fast car ride off a cliff into the pacific ocean in the name of true friendship. how can someone be so blind to the life he could be having? how can someone be so blind to the friends they could have and the memories they let go ( Read more... )

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Everyone should take a moment or two today to remember our good friend Jordan. You are gone but not forgotten bud. xRIPx

fuck you martha stewart!! i hope you die of complications of cancer while you are behind bars because you couldnt get the right meds from the company that went under because of inside-trading cunts such as yourself. may thousands of cancer victims souls rest upon your head.

i went to vegas for a couple days, the best part was when i went to the shooting range just around the corner from the strip and shot machine guns, i shot an M16, MP5, AK47, and Tommy45, it was better than the goddamn slot machines in fact the only thing that would have made the experience funner was if i had gotten to shoot up slot machines with ( Read more... )

this is one of those days where itd be great to have some quality company, a good friend to bum around with and enjoy the weather with simple pleasures. i cant beleive what a nice day it is. last night i drank six sam adams and fell asleep on the couch at like 10 i think, then woke up at 2 and watched tv til 4, then went to bed, and woke up 12:30 ( Read more... )

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