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livin it lovin it

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i feel like my heart is getting broken every day.

this really isn't fair.

its been a crazy week.
its been a crazy few months.
im going home on saturday for teddi's birthday and to see my mom and that side of the family for christmas. im pretty excited.

things have been really hard for me lately. nothing i could ever even begin to discuss. its really really starting to weigh on me.

teddi came to town kinda on a whim.
i don't think anyone will ever know the kind of love and friendship i have with her.
we can fucking do anything and its the greatest time ever.
seriously, shes my best friend in the entire world, and the only person i trust 100%.

dear teddi,
i love you.

im so obsessed with this video and song.
so good.

You can watch this video on www.livejournal.com

Heartless from kwest on Vimeo.

good news:
i just bought these.
im so fucking excited.
i've been wanting nike dunks for atleast 5 years,
and i finally got my first pair.
hallelujah

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sorry for the lack of updates.
my life is crazy.
i am crazy.
and thats all i can put in to words right now.

heres a video my brother and i made when he came to visit. i hope you like it.
livin and lovin.

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i've turned into a crazy, bad, party girl.
and i fucking love it.

im almost completely opposite of what i was when i was 17/18.
and i hated myself back then, so i feel real good.